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i hate feeling like i’m annoying everyone, it’s not a pleasant feeling at all to have. i just hope that i never come across as someone who tries to hard to fit in, or seems to be looking for attention, because i don’t at all. but it’s nice having a close-knit group of people. also at least feeling like you’re being noticed, i don’t think that’s such a bad thing to want, being noticed. but i’m not going to go out of my way to achieve that. i think it’s all in my head.

maybe i can use this as a private blog? hmmmm.